"Vitamin C"

February 2011 documented some highs and some very lows.
Successes and failures
Hello's and goodbyes
Times of utter despair and sleepless nights

I fell apart, got mended again
I fell down, got back up again
Cried to the point of emptiness
Was courageous and a coward

I learned there are ugly places deep inside of me
I learned that my faith needs more "Vitamin C"
I learned that prideful believer's are full of unbelief
I learned that I rebel when I don't get my way
I learned the creature that disobeys its creator is insane
Minor cancerous condition quickly escalated to Code Blue

I'm a sinner, saved by grace, going in circles... without any excuses