Tears.

Too many goodbyes for me within the past month. Hatin' it a lot. But I know God has a plan for everyone who has gone, and He took the one's who have left for good for a reason. Right? I'm really bad at this whole goodbye thing.. but someone told me today "You know this isn't goodbye.." and that surprisingly made me feel a lot worse.. ha. It's scary, cause that was the last thing my nanny said to me before she died. I know that he's not dying, I'm just scared that we'll drift apart more than we already have, idk..just scares me. He literally knows EVERYTHING about my life, everything.. I hate goodbyes..